I’m the black lesbian who made the post about running away from my family in the middle east where I was physically and mentally abused by them for years and was being forced to getting married off, because of you who spread and donated to me I was able to finally run away and be safe here in the states, and I had an amazing friend too who let me stay with her for awhile and I’m really thankful for her. Eventually I ended up in a DV shelter here in NJ and I’m trying now to build my live up but I’m struggling so far with many obstacles.
So first being the fact that I don’t have money at all, I have very few dollars left on me and thank god for the food here cause otherwise I would’ve starved too. I applied for benefits in welfare but since I have a fresh record I’m having a hard time getting through and I have to wait through dates.
Second I find a place to live in, I passed my exit date in shelter and I asked for an extension but that’s for 2 weeks and I dont even know if it was approved yet. I applied for housing in the welfare but again it’s a long process and my entire stay in the shelter passed as I was waiting and going though that.
Third and most importantly is college, so I ran away during my last semester of college because I was gonna be send back home after I graduated and married off so I couldnt risk staying till I graduated. So I wanna pick up from there and I have a chance in a university here but the application fees are stacking up since I’m an international transfer student and I need to take an English Proficiency Test (around $200) and get my transcript evaluated ($160-200). My case manager who has relations with the university ie advocating for me and I have a chance of going to college but the fees are holding be back and I can’t work right now unfortunately. If I go to college I can move into the dorms and secure a place to live in so I’m focusing on establishing my application.
I’m trying not to post images or even link to my old post and my blog is private because my family are still actively looking for me, even getting access through my emails and trying to contact me by Facebook (which I deactivated and deleted all). They use whatever lead they have get to me and they even tried to contact the local police back where I lived. But I’m safe here and as long as I don’t share any leads or details I’m good, so I hope you understand why I’m not sharing much.
I’m so grateful for everyone who basically saved my life when I posted about it and I’m this close to settling down and I need help. So please spread this post around at least if you cant donate because that helped me a lot last time.
Update 2: the university waived the application fee, and I managed to pay for transcript evaluation but I have to take the test for english Proficiency and I couldnt find a way around this. The fee is around $200, so as soon as I cover this I’ll be alright and done with my college application.
Any amount of dollars can stack up and help me meet my first goal, if I get the college application done I can work out the rest hopefully.
Had a dream I was playing an indie game about a 1950’s housewife trying to kill her husband.
The objective of the game was to kill him without A) alerting the husband, B) getting caught by your busybody neighbor, or C) accidentally killing your kids/have them walk in on you murdering their dad.
The first level was that you had to slip poison into his food or drink, since that was subtle and easy enough. But I think as the levels progressed, the murder attempts got more…gruesome and difficult to hide. I remember using garden sheers at one point.
And the game had a 1950s advert style to it, kind of how Bendy and the Ink Machine is stylized
^ kind of like that
Anyway I’m calling it Desperate Housewife and if anyone wants to actually make that game gimme some credit lmao
ok. i had to look this up, because this seems just too ridiculous. and wiki does not disappoint: “…
the hognose snake will often roll onto its back and play dead with its mouth open and tongue lolling, going as far as to emit a foul musk from the cloaca.
Emission of cloacal musk is considerably less likely than in many other
species. If the snake is rolled upright while in this state, it will
often roll over again as if to insist that it is really dead.”
Check out this absolutely stunning piece by Lunar Kisses, it has a fantastic
labradorescence.
Labradorization is the peculiar reflection of the light from submicroscopical planes orientated in one direction (rarely in two directions); these planes have never such a position that they can be expressed by simple indices, and they are not directly visible under the microscope.
i love prince eric. from the little mermaid. he’s hilarious. because he seems like one of the most mild-mannered and unassuming princes in the disney canon, but he is also one of the few to actively kill the bad guy. most disney villains die by consequence of the final battle but are not directly killed by the hero/heroine. most of them fall to their deaths or cause their own demise, and sometimes the hero is indirectly responsible because they’ll launch them into that direction or something, but they still don’t bring knife to heart directly.
but then a couple do. and prince eric is my fave out of those few because up until the final act, he is the most chill motherfucker u ever seen. like he is quick to spring to action during the storm scene n stuff, but otherwise? he’s really quiet n sensitive and runs along the beach playing the flute for his big shaggy dog n he smiles like a lil nerd and gets all cute around ariel and he’s so sweet n everything.
AND THEN IN THE FINAL BATTLE THAT MOTHERFUCKER STRAIGHT UP DRIVES A SHIP THROUGH URSULA LIKE WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!!!! NO WONDER NO ONE IS TRYIN TO LAY SIEGE TO HIS KINGDOM!! ALL THE NEIGHBOURS ARE LIKE “HOLY SHIT DON’T GO THERE! PRINCE ERIC IS A BEAST! HE’LL STRAIGHT UP DRIVE A BOAT THROUGH YOUR BITCH!”
i love him
At the beginning of the movie Prince Eric, without hesitation, jumps into the ocean, in the middle of a storm, and climbs onto a ship that’s on fire, all to rescue his dog.
Then when he’s convinced some mystery woman saved him, he starts looking for her just to thank her. On his way, he meets some mute naked teenage girl who can’t even walk or dress herself, confirms that she’s not the girl he’s looking for, then brings her to stay at his castle anyway, for no particular reason.
No one questions this, just like they don’t question when he shows up three days later with a mysterious woman one morning and says he’s getting married that same day. At said wedding, several witnesses see his fiance turn into a sea monster, which he then murders by piloting a submerged ship pulled up from the bottom of the ocean straight into her.
A week later, he marries the mute girl and the god of the sea himself rises from the ocean to give his blessings. Again, no one questions this.
I’m convinced that Eric had to have done some crazy insane stunts on a regular basis, cause despite him being so chill and relaxed normally, no one bats an eyelash at any of his ridiculous decisions or incredible feats during the course of the film. Clearly they’re all used to it, and rumours of him marrying an ocean princess would only dissuade potential enemies of his country even further.
a common conversation around the kingdom:
“Did you hear what Prince Eric did this morning?”
“Oh gods, not again.”
Eric is now Florida Man, where he can be surrounded on three sides by his gfs family
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